I didn't write a blog post Wednesday. It's a challenge I challenge myself to write a post by every Wednesday to improve m consistency and my writing. but I've been exhausted. I'm wrecked. I had to take yesterday off and woke with a headache this morning. I'm so very tired. I still have 8 weeks of Prac to make up because I've been so sick and now that I'm so close to finishing sickness rears it's ugly head all over again and it causes me to wonder if I can finish this. If I am supposed to. there's something to be said for human perseverence, but where does the Devil deter me? where is it God? where does Perseverence become a rejection of God's plan for me?
I had written something else on Tuesday, but I think this is more important. We haad a group project. Everyone hates group projects. (except those who won't do anything) but I was tasked not only with my own part of the assignment but putting the presentation together. when other groups had obviously done only their part I was lumped with managing all of it and keeping the bsentees up to date. When it cme time to present one of my classmates attacked me for not putting it in the way she wanted and I snapped. I broke. I failed and I fell. I couldn't take another hit with everything else going on and I left. I wanted to quit. walk away from nursing give up completely because I'm so behind. But I had my little cry, didn't present my bit let it fall apart and gave my concern to God. I had to I have to. I forget that he is on my team even when I cannot stand on my own. He reminded me of Psalm 23:4-6. I hate the other students in my class. But God loves me. God leads me. ...